Feb 6, 2011

The 3AM Curse


I doubt I am the only one who suffers from this terrible insufferable heartache.  I wake up at 10AM, drag myself out of bed, drink a coffee (maybe an energy drink) and go to work... All day trying to keep myself awake and motivated but still I am consciously aware of how tired I am.  This goes on all day at work and then I get home, throw myself onto my couch and contemplate an early bedtime which I most always trade in for some TV, a good movie, or some video games.  Now it is midnight, I am no longer aware that I am tired and I don't even realize what time it is anymore.  The later it gets the easier it is to stay up.

Then... 3AM hits.  If I am not already asleep, I can tell already this is going to be a long night.

All of a sudden I am the most productive person on the planet.  My mind is going a mile a minute thinking of new blog ideas, activities to do, things to plan, ways to be more efficient at work, creative things to write, emails I should send.  Then for some reason these things are no longer just thoughts but they are things I AM DOING.  I find myself cleaning my room, doing the dishes, wanting to make a 3 course meal,  taking a shower and doing things that I really should have done during the day but just couldn't find the motivation to do.

I feel s though I was born 17 hours too early and if I could only go back in time and stay in the womb for those measly FEW HOURS I would be the most productive and motivated person in the universe.

Anyways, I'm off to work now... its going to be a long shift.  I was up until 6AM last night...being productive?

Just an observation.

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